Friday, September 15, 2006
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
I'm scared. I fear the unknown, I'm afraid...i afraid of losing, losing everything that seem so important to me.. and this fear seems to swallowing me up such that i'm losing myself. I know i think too much, i get affected by anything too easily. perhaps, a policy of isolation would do me good. Life is too short, why bother thinking too much? Que sera sera.
The weather is unpredictable, but people are worse. The things that are supposed to be close and suddenly become so distant and strange. Things become more and more complicated as we grow up.. Sometimes, i just wish that things remain more constant and people are much simpler. I'm just a very naive person.
perhaps, it's time for me to let go of all those things that i have been trying to cling on. perhaps, by such, i would be able to return the delfine once upon a ago....I will learn ,learn to overcome my fears.
* i saw the rain fall from the sky
at `[12:35 PM]
Friday, July 14, 2006
岁月难得沉默
秋风厌倦漂泊
夕阳赖着不走挂在墙头舍不得我
昔日伊人耳边话已和潮声向东流
再回首往事也随枫叶一片片落
爱已走到尽头
恨也放弃承诺
命运自认幽默想法态多由不得我
壮志凌云几分愁知己难逢几人留
再回首却闻笑传醉梦中
笑谈词穷古痴今狂终成空
刀钝刃乏恩断义绝梦方破
路荒已叹饱览足迹没人懂
多年望眼欲穿过红尘滚滚我没看透
词嘲墨尽千情万怨英杰愁
语尽人散发花鬓白红颜莫
烛残未觉与日争辉图消瘦
当泪干血隐狂涌白雪纷飞都成空
* i saw the rain fall from the sky
at `[12:59 AM]
Reflections
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
I do not understand.. I do not know why have i become so insensitive to others's feelings? I dun like that insensitive delfine. have I changed for the worse? somehow, i would really want to find out the answer. Changes can be good but if one changes for the worse,that will be bad.. I do not rmb delfine being so rude and insensitive to others in the past? or was it that its the same delfine, just that it took me so long to realise what a screwed up person i had been for these past 18 years of life? I'm really sorry for what i said..and i also know that what i said cannot be taken back.. just like water that have been spilled. if there's a chance, I hope to apologise for my poor conduct. In future, I would just keep my mouth shut since nothing good comes out from there either. =X
* i saw the rain fall from the sky
at `[7:12 PM]
爱情不是一道选择题
Monday, April 17, 2006
我知道那个时候你就已经做了决定
你心里永远都有着一个相信
而我的相信
就是支持着你的相信
因为我心里有三个字
不能告诉你
如果没有
你和他的约定
我的爱
会不会有一种权力
成为你的行李
陪着你去旅行
无论是北极还是云里
我还守着
我和他的约定
最后幸福会
写下一份证明
就算没有生气
就算还会伤心
无人相信生命的奇迹
不该再用我的爱困住你
不该再让你眼中有泪滴
好不易去找寻
那三个字的替代者
也许我们从此不再相遇
永远记得你微笑的眼睛
别伤心你放心
我知道三个字的意义
如果有一天命运让我们再次相遇
而你的答案还缺少一个回应
或许你不知道
其实我也在等待另一个奇迹
我还守着我和他的约定
最后幸福会写下一份证明
就算没有生气
就算还会伤心
无人相信生命的奇迹
别伤心你放心
我知道那三个字的意义
当你笑着找到你的相信
我会将这三个字化作你的姓名
永远地放在心里
* i saw the rain fall from the sky
at `[1:42 PM]
Rain rain come again
Saturday, April 01, 2006
You always keep your promises to me. no matter how unreasonable my demands are, as long as it is within your means, you will always fulfill them. You are always there for me. When i was down, you were there to share my tears. When i am happy, you always share my joy. Somehow, you always knew when i needed you. for that, i think i am really blessed to have someone like you. Thank you for everything. it is always a joy to have you around. i love rainy days! =)
* i saw the rain fall from the sky
at `[4:59 PM]
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
i dunno why.. but i simply feel super irritated now.. i'm irritated for whatever reasons i also dunno.. just feeling mean and horrible.. snapping away at everyone now who aks me anything.. IRRITATED! i hate having to do things that you all always ask me to.. it seems like you never let me rest at all.. one after another.. there are things that i want to do for myself too.. if i already dun have time for myself, why do have go do all those stupid stuffs... i seriously hate it.. there are already so much things i want and yet i can't.. but there are even more things that i have to do which i dun want to.. wad is this....ARGH!
* i saw the rain fall from the sky
at `[9:40 PM]
LOST
so stupid la.. this is the dunno how many times this stupid thing happened again... and people keep asking me this question.. yeah.. i know, i sux. haiz.. i dunno what's wrong or is it that i am just plain careless wad..but this really sux.. esp when there are so much things that are so important!! argh! i think that is only a matter of time that i will lose my way home too.. sigh.. i hope that some kind soul will ring my door bell soon.. but this wait seems sooooo long.... sigh..
* i saw the rain fall from the sky
at `[10:12 PM]
